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Little Baby Nothing

*..Culture..*..Alienation..*..Boredom..*..Despair..*

Created on 2004-04-21 12:35:55 (#2906400), last updated 2006-11-12

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Name:lady_lazarus86
Location:Glasgow, Scotland, Scotland
Website:http://www.faceparty.com/miss_cruella
Bio
From Lady Lazarus by Sylvia Plath

For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart----
It really goes.

And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood

Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.

I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby

That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.

Ash, ash ---
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there----

A cake of soap,
A wedding ring,
A gold filling.

Herr God, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.

Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air.



Since I only really use ED groups I shall post my current stastics, since I'm constanty eyeing up everyone else's(!):

Highest Weight: 158 (I was a lot shorter then too, urgh)
Lowest Weight: 91
Current Weight: 124
Goal Weight: Currently in recovery, so trying to maintain my current weight or thereabouts.


(A Poem)
Slick them together, those
Laser-led lambs, clipped and shorn
Bathed in ear-numbing silence.
Up to my ankles in the garbage of the night
I have not enough of this
Losing the plot of this
Smiling irrationally at this
This gleefully destructive aesthetic.
Honey-dipped, we can’t stop turning
The veil never slips, we’re drowning in drumming
My mouth a slab, thick and useless
A tomb for quotes unspoken.
The sun, a bleached cherry in the sky’s jelly
Horizons become spirals
Breathing in
Screaming out
Leaning over
Jumping off.
Lipstick and bullets, blue light no true light
Can neon really cancel out the stars?

And that's by me!
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||| 26%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 43%
Empathy |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||| 16%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Food indulgent |||||||||| 36%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56%
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